Saturday, October 17, 2009


Woke up this morning in one of those moods. You know, mildly depressed and feeling utterly useless types.. I can find a couple of reasons why, biggest being the unemployment factor.

So who decided life should be this fixed extremely boring phases. So many years of education which i am ok with since you get to grow and learn. Problem is alot of time we really just choose courses without really knowing if they are right for us. Then we search for a job, the job.. All this steps are so rigid and don't fit everyones personalities.

I'm feeling frustrated right now. My quest for independence has been literally stopped, blocked. Feels like the berlin wall has been rebuilt, erected between me and my dreams.