Saturday, February 20, 2010

Monday morning, saturday morning all mornings are shit!

I'm clearly in a shit mood today. I hate this random dark cloud hanging over my head days.

Guess i'll just stay in bed and listen to music.
Hope you guys are having a good day. *smiley face*

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Bad miss good samaritan...

So yesterday on my way home, I met this kid asking for money to go home. Just a little background on me I'm not really trusting... But I have a bitch of a conscience so after some questioning and staring the kid down for a bit I decided I'd get on the bus with him then pay at-least then I'd know for sure the money was going to transport right? so I payed for his transport to the city and I'd figured when we got there I'd leave him to figure the rest out but I looked at him and imagined me all stranded in a city where no one really trusts anyone or gives a flying you know what for that matter and I just couldn't leave him there. So I payed for his next trip, keep in mind I hadn't carried enough money yesterday for all of that (plus I had done some impulse this and thats).

So yes I paid the kids fare and there I was stranded myself.. Well not exactly. Twas quite interesting knowing if I didn't have options I'd have put myself in a real fix but I felt so much better knowing I didn't leave him marooned in the big bad city.

Makes me wonder though was I helping hm for him? Or for my own peace of mind?

Monday, February 15, 2010

Body heat..

Lying in my bed tired after long day and all I can think about is how badly I need someone. I know it's totally lame, epic gayness but I do and there isn't anything I can do to change how I feel. It's crazy how it reaches a point in your life when the opposite sex becomes a need (or same sex, i don't discriminate). Why is that? Is it because society has etched it in our mind that when you a certain age you should be married with kids? Is it biologicaly part of us? Or is it just a psychological thing dependant on an individual?

I don't know what it is and honestly right now i couldn't care less. All I know is I need to cuddle, snuggle up agaist a warm human being an fall deep asleep. I doubt that it's too much to ask.